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Blog ni akan jadi femes jap.
Aduhai.
Dah 7 ke 6 tahun dah, blog ni sesempoi mungkin.
Memang private abeh dah, tapi sebab nak share sket kat kengkawan, 
terpaksa lah update sket.

Sapa yang over-over trace entry dulu-dulu, SIAP!
malam akan mimpi lawan dengan dinosor
lepas tu, tebakar hitam legam!
Lepas tu, K.O lahh.

Mimpi je pun,
Basuh kaki sebelum tidur, okay.

Further Study

Some of my friends ask me how to apply loan from Mara to further studies. However, do not further study because you bored with your current job or you want to experience living in overseas (Tak kemana pun niat tu). This is loan, not a scholarship, so If you failed your studies, you need to pay for it. However, If you passed it, there are certain amount that you need to repay. Set your aim in life (what you want to achieve, what is your dream etc) then you can decide.

So, here are the steps how to apply Mara loan IF you want to further studies (Ahh, I'm so bad in writing and redha je lah English aku.haha)

 1. IELTS exam. 

Some uni required IELTS result which should be around 6-6.5. So, you need to sit the exam, and score. I even sat for 3 times, and Alhamdulillah passed it! (I blame myself for not studying). U can take the exam under British council  or IDP Australia . Current fees is RM610 and you will get the result after 2 weeks.So if you want some exercises before the exam, u can asked me (with your dropbox account), So I can shared the folder. hehe. However, some uni doesn't require IELTS results, they request for your GCE-0 slip (1119). For the record, Uni of Manchester doesn't require IELTS result for Master programme.

2. University application. 

There are various universities that you can choose and apply. But please, find university with course that you aim for.Unless, you will regret it later. So, for Mara sponsorship, they require Uni in the Top 100 World Ranking. So, you just need to google, and apply the university. For  Master, usually it takes 1 yr to graduate for the course ( Universities in UK). Go to postgraduate section, and online application. Fill in data, and files needed and between 1 wk, you will get an offer letter.

University intake will be in February and September. You need to apply before the dateline. Plus, you will have longer time to settle documentation. Maybe, for intake Sept 2014, you can start to apply now. You can click this link for UK University

However, if you want to pursue PhD (the steps gonna be different, where you need to find a Supervisor with the topics that you interested in, contact, and apply for the uni. PhD students will consume lot of time, in finding a compatible supervisor, with the topics)

3. MARA Application. 

MARA Application usually open in February or March. So for the record, this year starting from 5th to 14th March. Need to aware with the ads in paper/MARA website. They will open the application for 2 weeks, and you need to be prepared with the system, and data loading etc.

There are lists of rules before applying, such as you need to finish your degree (with min 3.00). You can refer here MARA (Malas nak translate.hehe)

4. MARA Psychometric Exam

The exam will be for the selected students only (From the application). This year (2013), I heard that MARA sponsored 2k students to further their study compared to 500 students last year. Thanks to MARA! The exam will be held in the beginning of May. Not so much to read, I was worried, however, I was laughing while answering the questions. It will take 1.5 hrs for the exam.Again, you can ask me, what kind of question will it be.

And during the exam, you need to bring all your docs that required by Mara (including the IELTS result & Offer letter from Uni)

5. Results for sponsorship.

 The results will come out 3-4 weeks after (from my experience). And for those lucky one, more steps ahead while for unlucky, you can apply again in future.

6. Lucky ones.

The next step will be inform in the offer letter. So, just proceed with the flow. There will be a group in FB to discuss all docs needed under MARA. So, no need to worry. 

Itu je lahh, cara-cara nak apply MARA ni. Hope this help you guys to apply next year.
Good luck!

Ohh. ada lagi scholar yg bukak. Macam SLAB/SLAI under university (tu bole bukak under universiti lah kan mcm UNIMAP, UMP etc). 
lepas tu, ada program untuk UK nye scholar ERASMUS MUNDUS
Jepun pun ada, tapi lupaa la nama panjang dia apa. Monbukagakusho (siap tolong google kan lagi) 

p/s: Sorry writing aku terabur. Aku dah warning, aku tak reti menulis dengan jayanya. English kelaut, BM pun macam hampeh.hehe

Doa

Kena percaya kuasa Doa

Mohon lah, mintak lah apa-apa dari Allah

Insyaallah dimakbulkan

Allah Maha Mendengar, dan Maha Mengetahui

Dan jangan bongkak dengan apa yang kita ada

Semua yang milik kita ni, 

adanya kita dapat, disebabkan doa orang keatas kita

Orang yang sentiasa mendoakan orang lain pun, 

akan dimakbulkan doanya, Insyaallah

Kita ni kan makhluk Allah.

Jangan malu,Jangan segan mintak dekat Allah

Pagi petang siang malam, kalau boleh berdoa lah

Sambil-sambil asyik doa mintak itu ini, 

janganlah lupa perbaiki kualiti ibadat, 

disamping tambahkan kuantiti ibadat.

Gogogogoch

Dengan macam-macam yang berlaku kt Malaysia sekarang ni
Barang ni naik harga, barang tu naik, 
tol pun naik, 
apa pun tak boleyy ( slang mamak sambil geleng kepala)
Duhh, nak naik harga tu pada-pada laa
Ni semua nak naik sekaligus
Kami yang marhaen ni yang terseksa

Kalau harga ayam naik, pi makan daging
Kalau tol naik, pi ikut jalan lama (nak pi pulau pinang, kena berenang kot noh)
Pastu harga tiket lrt plak nak naik
pastu tadi, sebab mengidam gilaa nk minum coolblog (sbb banned starbak)
Harga coolblog pun dah naik!!
Dalam singgit gak la naik, untuk fevret ice blended *Nangis*

"Mampuih laa.. nak makan apa lepaih ni"

Syukurlah Malaysia masih aman.

Nama kampung paling panjang kt UK katanya.
Gambar Moy.
Tajuk gogogoch tu sempena nama kampung ni.HAHA

Cakap senang, nak buat payah

Bak kata post aku sebelum ni, 

konon-konon boleh move on.

Cakap, tulis senang laa (guna kuasa keyboard warrior)

ce try buat. Boleh ke idak?

Boleh ke move on camtu ja?

"Susah la nak move on. Asyik duk teringat ja, siap masuk dalam doa lagi" 

"Maybe you tak jumpa orang lain lagi kot, sebab tu susah nak move on. Takpa, menda ni takes time. Nanti-nanti boleh laa lupakan tu. Tunggu bila jumpa orang lain" 

Betul laa. menda ni nama nya memori yg keep repeating dalam kepala hotak

dalam 200 kali sehari?*Gelak*

Takpela, menda amek masa. 

Nak lupakan orang.

Lama-lama nanti lupa la kot.

Tunggu bila ada memori baru plak.

Mintak-mintak tahun depan boleh heal.

2014, please come faster!

Produk

Banyak sangat produk sekarang ni
Dari gelap kepada putih
Dari gemuk kepada kurus
Dari kendur kepada anjal

"Mudah, sapu sahaja, dan tunggulah perubahan beberapa hari"
Zzzzz. Semuanya chemicals
Especially produk pemutih
and it depend on you, yourself
Nak berubah bukan takat makan produk tu je,
Should exercise, minum air masak, air masak, air masak
Eat healthy food

"Why all product have whitening effect in Malaysia? I couldn't find any product without the whitening effect" tanya mamat jermen.
"Because we're Malaysian, we're dark and we want to be white like you," jawab aku dan senyum sinis
"No you're not dark. and there is no good being so fair,"jawab dia
"Mostly westerners go to the beach and sun-bathing, to have a skin like you guys" tambah dia lagi.

Apa-apa pun, product consumption ni ada baik buruknya
I, myself pun pernah jgak pakai produk pemutih, tapi takde efek plak
Agaknya, memang dah gelap, nak buat cemana.haha

But be careful, jangan overdose, 
and Jangan too obses dengan produk tu
and please please, baca chemicals content, and semak
whether it is safe for you to consume or not.
Ada je manufacturer yang letak tah apa-apa,merkuri ke,
lepas tu u tempek kt muka, 
terus berubah jadi "Shrek the Ogre". nak cenggitu? hehe

Biasa

Aku Ingin Mencintaimu Dengan Biasa Saja

Ada rasa jera terhadap cinta, 
yang akan membuat seseorang memiliki ingin yang berbeda.

Dahulu, aku ingin sekali mencintaimu seperti sebuah sajak Sapardi.
Manisnya mampu memerahmudakan birunya cinta.
Sederhana namun tetap istimewa.

Dahulu, aku pun ingin mencintaimu dengan luar biasa.
Tanpa perlu khawatir akan balasan yang kuterima.
Aku pikir, cinta itu senantiasa memberi sampai kau kehabisan segalanya untuk dirimu sendiri.

Namun manusia hanyalah manusia.
Sosok yang sering sekali lupa akan keterbatasannya.
Dan aku mencintaimu dengan terlalu.
Sampai aku tak punya cinta yang tersisa untuk diriku.

Maka saat ini, aku ingin sekali mencintaimu dengan biasa saja.
Cinta kepada makhluk Tuhan yang biasa saja.

Karena cinta yang sempurna hanyalah milikNya.

Sayangnya, 
sudah begitupun aku tetap tak bisa.
Atau mungkin hanya belum terbiasa.

Repost from : Tia Setiawati Priatna

Sheesh

Payah pulak bila unemployed ni

Menda sekarang semua pakai duit

Masuk toilet pun 30 sen

dahh, jadi huru hara hidup

Bila kawan-kawan kahwin,pakat kutip duit

"Sorry,aku penganggur.Banyak ni je bole hulur"

*Gelak*

Nasib badan laa.Bukan taknak kerja

tapi, dekat rumah memang tak menang tangan 

Banyak projek kena laksanakan

Salah satu "Projek menjadi isteri solehah" *Gelak*

Dah,bukan selamanya unemployed

doakan lahh boleh pegi sambung next month

dah berharap benar dah ni

Offer dah dapat,tapi tang scholar,

Banyak plak Fe'el

Kalau sambung ni, jgn risau hantaran tak mahal

Bapak cakap, masuk minang dulu,

Nanti kita diskus 

Sheesh,merapu panjang. 

Bahasa Alien

Bahasa sang perempuan yang pelik
Sukar di fahami dan ditafsir
"Bahasa alien mana awak guna ni?"
*Gelak*
Bila baca baca sendiri, betul laa
Mostly akan cakap or text indirectly
which will make the other side to think

Tapi, akhirnya pasrah.
Sebab the other side mostly tak paham
Sebab bahasa alien
Lelaki ni more to objektif
Direct to the point
*Gelak*

"Lain kali cakap terus je, straight to the point.
Saya Tak paham bahasa alien awak ni"

Move on

Bila semua orang dah ke depan,
buat apa pandang belakang, 
buat apa nak belek masa silam.

Semua orang dah move on, 
dah berubah, dah jadi kaya, 
dah kahwin anak pinak, 
kau? masih nak ke takuk lama?
Masih mengharap pada tak pasti?

Come on lah, Move on! 
Banyak lagi pilihan di depan mata, 
Banyak lagi peluang akan wujud 
untuk masa seterusnya, 
Banyak lagi perkara yang kita tak tahu apa akan jadi

Move on, 
Dari kau menangis menyesal perkara sia-sia
baik kau mohon pada Tuhan
Supaya cekalkan hati, kuatkan semangat untuk kau
melangkah jauh, dan seterusnya
Percaya pada Qada' dan Qadar, 
Hidup kita ini, Allah dah tentukan masanya,
Kita yang perlu percaya pada aturannya.

Moral

Entah mana silapnya
Anak-anak kecil terlalu bebas
Terlalu menuntut perhatian orang ramai
Post berbaur lucah, post memaki sana sini
Terlalu bebas bersosial
Cium sana sini, di depan khalayak ramai
Meraih perhatian dengan kelakuan sumbang

Mana hilangnya adab?
Mana perginya moral?
Mana pergi nya satu tunjang utama : AGAMA?

Risau dengan akhlak, risau dengan moral
Risau tiada lagi ciri-ciri ketimuran
Bila terlalu bertuhankan barat

Ibu-bapa pantaulah, 
kakak, abang, nasihatkanlah
Beri teladan yang baik, 
tunjuk pekerti mulia yang sepatutnya diamalkan
Agar semuanya terpelihara, agar semua terlindung
daripada azab api neraka

Masterji!

Alhamdulillah setel satu part, dah setel master! wehooo!
Never expect to complete this soon.
Sept to July, setahun pun tak sampai! haha.
But Alhamdulillah, Syukur kepada Allah,sebab makbulkan doa
sebab mempermudahkan urusan belajar ni
Thanks to Mak & Abah, yang fully support, sponsored my master.
Mak & Abah yang sentiasa doakan anak-anak dia
Especially Abah, yang concern and remind me about my project.haha
and kawan-kawan yang keep going motivate, and pray for me
kawan-kawan yang tolong bagi copy esaimen, 
tolong ajar buat lab, tolong bagi semangat, 
macam-macam lagi lah. 

Terima kasih semua! 
Terima kasih atas doa kalian :) 

Next step is PhD. Pray for me. Semuga Allah permudahkan segala urusan kita :) 
and save the date! my convocation would be on 29th Oct (Tuesday). hahaha

Unfriend

"Aku suggest ko unfriend dia. senang. lagi senang ko nk lupakan"
"Ingat senang nak lupakan? dalam hati, dalam kepala. Everything about him ada dalam ni"
"Susah. ko nak lupakan tapi kau taknak unfriend"
"..."
"Ko unfollow dia, so bila dia tak naik news feed, takdelah ko meroyan"

************************************************************************************************

"Susah weh. Bila dah unfollow, aku jadi stalker.haha"
"Kan dah cakap.. susah nak lupakan"
"Dalam sehari tu, kalo boleh tetiap masa nak stalk.haih"
"Kan dah cakap, susah nak lupakan. takpe, nanti jumpa orang lain, bole lah lupakan. Aku doakan ko jumpa orang yang mungkin macam dia, tapi lagi better than him.ok?"

Senang cakap, dari nak buat.
Memori tu, kalo dah asyik ulang dalam kepala otak 5-6 kali, 
jangan harap la nak padam macam tu.
kecuali kalau hilang ingatan. 

Biar je lah, nak ulang berapa juta kali nama, berapa juta kali memori, 
Biar. kalau ada jodoh, tak kemana.
Kalau dah takde jodoh, nak buat cemana. 

Ad-orable

Aku mahu pusing satu dunia, bersama kamu

Aku mahu main salji ala-ala Bae Yong Jun & Choi Ji Woo

Aku juga ingin naik train bersama macam 500 days of summer, 

Aku nak pergi ladang lavender macam pertama kali Holly bertemu Gerry

Aku mahu kita sama-sama harungi susah dan duka, pahit dan manis macam cerita The Up

Aku juga mahu cipta memori indah bersama kamu

Biar orang tak tahu kisah kita, tapi kita tahu

Biar semua simple, tapi tetap dalam ingatan

Biar kita ini, macam sekarang ini, 
Rindu tapi hanya tersimpan rapi.

p/s: oh my, itu laa, dah cakap nafsu besar simpan, 

ni sebab aku turutkan nafsu aku la ni. sigh

Jangan patah balik

Manusia ni semua sama. semua pun ada cacat cela.
Mungkin dia ni ada kurang dekat sini, 
tapi di bagus dekat sana.
Jadi, toksah la nak tunding sana sini
semua samaaaa je
tak kira kau buat baik macamana pun, 
mesti ada juga menda jahat yang cuba dibuat,
kau buat jahat pun lagi laa orang mengata,
tapi mungkin adalah silap kau kt mana-mana,
muhasabah diri balik.

tapi proses berubah kearah kebaikan tu bagus, 
jangan patah balik.
cuba istiqamah, cuba tetapkan niat tu, 
nafsu-nafsu besar tu cuba laa lawan sikit
nanti lama-lama jadi baik la tu.
baik in terms of "dekatkan diri dengan Allah"

Ini ayat mak awal tahun haritu "Mak selalu doa, dilah jadi baik. tinggalkan semua seluar jeans tu, pakai baju besar-besar"  Alahai, omak den.

Susah betul nak istiqamah kan? 

Tutup kain ketat-ketat

Bila mana semua orang saling tunding jari, 

"Kau salah"

"Kau macam ni, kau macam tu"

"Kau jahat, back-stabber"

"Dia suka ikut kepala dia"

Argh, pening. Kenapa manusia, or lebih senang klasifikasikan as perempuan, 

Suka menjaga tepi kain orang? Suka mengata sana sini?

Suka cakap tanpa usul periksa?

Sana sini jaja cerita, meraih perhatian.

Koyak kain orang kita nampak, 

Kain kita, ada kita jaga?

Sepatutnya tutup kain ketat-ketat, 

jangan biar terkoyak, jangan biar orang jaja

Solusinya mudah, Jangan ambil port pasal orang, 

Bila orang nk ajak gosip/ngumpat, cuba buat bodo, 

jangan layan or "hmm hmm"

Jaga diri, tutup kain ketat-ketat,

rapat biar langsung orang tak nampak aib kita.

Biar Allah je yang tahu.

Tik tok tik tok

Ohh time flies so fast, 
it's already July! 
and Ramadhan is near, 
my thesis submission on this thursday, 
but there's still lab analysis to do
I want to finish this so badly, 
I really want to escape from this student life, 
It is so hard.

and things get complicated when I need to think for the next step, 
I really want to pursue phD, 
but am I able to do it?
There's so many thing to consider, 
place, scholar, application, uni, supervisor. 

Nahh, and things getting miserable, 
If i want to do both in the same time.
I'm so excited when I know few of my friends going to pursue study in UK. 
and after all, the important thing is, 
I wanna go for Euro trip next year. wahaha. (Day dreaming)

Do your task one by one, 
Keep calm and be positive.
Chaiyokk! 

Terbang ke angkasa

Degup itu ada lagi,
laju, cepat, terus mengepam ke seluruhnya
nervous, seram sejuk, 
ohh Tuhan, tolong aku.

Tika lihat engkau, 
tika kau berkata-kata, 
aku tak tahu ada dimensi mana
terbang jauh ke angkasa, 
hilang arah, Paris?London? 
Mana aku? dan akhirnya, aku malu sendiri
Oh Tuhan, rasa apakah ini?

Aku malu, engkau tahu, 
Normalnya, aku lain,
dan ini, aku kaku,hilang terus kata-kata
hilang terus rancangannya, 
yang aku fikir-fikir ingin lakukan bersamamu, 
dan lalu, hilang, hilang 
hilang dalam pandanganmu.

sekali lagi, aku tunduk, 
malu.

Ramadhan is near

I have a big project for Ramadhan, 
and so excited about it.

But need to concentrate on my studies first.
1st thing 1st.
I'm in the middle of exam week and thesis submission.

18th June : Solid waste Engineering
24th June: Risk assesment 
1st July: Thesis submission
8th July: VIVA

May Allah ease everything, 
and May Allah grant our wishes. Do pray and asked from Him. 

Plan

You were too ambitious.
Your plan was systematic, and 
Full with numbers, years and dreams.
House, cars, holiday trip etc.
and you write down everything, and 
describe every inch of it.

Mine was simple.
Left, far away behind from yours.
I couldn't think more.
I just want to have a simple life, happy as it is.

"Believe in Allah, Believe in qada' and qadar
and InsyaAllah He have a better plan for us"

So, what is your five years plan? 

Neutral

Please,
jangan buat sesuatu yang akan lukakan hati, 
atau sesuatu yang akan buat moral down
please, 
untuk dua bulan ni.
please, kita doa semuga Allah jaga hati kita.

kita neutral ok? 

Serabut

Tengah saat genting bersama thesis, 

dan juga final exam

serabut!

need to finish all these by july/august

and alhamdulillah, i got loan from mara to pursue phD :) 

Semuga Allah mempermudahkan urusan kita,

dunia dan akhirat.

Hideous

I tried so hard, hide this feeling
and everything was about you

type ...

type ...

and delete

and everything, never goes smooth,
as i planned
hmm, i need time. we both need time.
and when the time comes, we can clear everything.

Sesak

Macamana ni? dia selalu sangat ada dalam kepala otak ni. Dia kacau konsentrasi aku. tengah makan, tengah solat, tengah belajar.susah, aku rasa sesak. aku nak fokus pun tak boleh.

Ko Istigfar banyak-banyak. Allah saja nk duga iman kau. Syaitan saja kacau kau. Kalau dah rindu sangat, doa. InsyaAllah, kalau ada jodoh, dia tak kemana.

Istighfar banyak-banyak.
acapkali kita baca lepas solat, tapi, maksud?
terus menyelinap dalam hati tak?
bacaan doa yang lain?

Allah Maha Mengetahui segala hal makhluk, walau hal sekecil zarah. 

Maybe,

Maybe,

I care too much, 

I am over reacting,

Maybe I just dont know how to express it

Maybe, 

you're longing for someone, and 

I'm here just waiting for your answer

Maybe, 

there's a chance or either,

I should wait, with patience

or maybe later,

I should move on. 

Let time decides.

Kalau tak cuba,

When everyone is worried about my jodoh,
I dunno where to find him. Maybe, recently, I was stick to this one guy,
I'm longing for him, I was fantasizing and everything was with him, 
then, everyone suggesting me, one difficult way.

"Lelaki sekarang ni dah sikit, nak tak nak, kena cuba laa, 
kang melepas, menangis tak berlagu kang"

"Alaa, lelaki sekarang ni dah tak kisah. Dorang okey je, kalo perempuan mulakan dulu"

"Tak cuba tak tahu. try hantar testimoni dulu. Kalau kena rejek, cari lah baru"

And if this way, was an easy task, i had done it before.
But sometimes, I don't think this is the good solution.

"Kalau takat doa je, tapi tak berusaha. tak boleh jgak. Do something, make an effort on it, bagi hint ke"

"Paling best, bagi proposal. Sweet memories evahhh"

My friends are good advisor,they would encourage me to do the silly things.haha
and the problem is the only "him".
Let's focus on the study first, and the "things" we settle it later.

"Kalau ada jodoh, nanti datang lah dia. Kalau takde, nk buat macamana"

Motivate

Masuk sem 2 ni, memang makin malas. pegi kelas, otak kosong.
Azam berapa kali dah nak ulang, 
tapi sama jgak, langsung tak gerak.

"Moy, motivate me please"

"Alaa, setiap masa i motivate u, u degil-degil jgak"

"I need inspirasi laa,kalo ada inspirasi, syok sikit nak belajar"

"Ahh.sudah.dari time degree dulu u mintak inspirasi,banyak je.tp, malas jgak"

Dah sudah. macam mana ni. Malas belajar, ni payah.
kang ada yang tak pass second sem ni, susah.

And lagi sekali, aku ajukan masalah,

"Aku rasa kau kena baca yassin, untuk diri kau sendiri.
Nanti lari la setan-setan tu" 

Secretly,

I have a feeling towards you, secretly
I hope you noticed
I watch you from far
I hope you realized it

I should do something,
but I don't know how,
and I just kept it inside

and nothing happened.
Nothing changed
Nothing involved

Secretly, I put your name inside my prayer.
I hope you're the one.
I really hope.

Thinkin Bout You

Lagu

Name one song that makes u remind about me

"The Nut - Lovefool"

- Ini kalau dia tanyalah.walau takde kena mengena,entah kalau play lagu ni,akan terigt pada dia.maybe sebab dia yg introduce secara tak langsung pada lagu ni.even lagu fevret dia adalah lagu lain.

- Buat apa apa pun tetap teringat.Bukan dengar lagu je.

5 things.

2012 already left us. and the doom day, as expected by Mayan, wasn't true at all. Funny! there lots of jokes on that things. and 2012 was awesome for me so far. List are 5 things happened for the whole year:

1. I travelled to 4 countries in 2012, or exactly to 4 cities! wo hooo! I travelled to London, Paris, Bandung and Singapore. The trip was awesome, and hopefully I can be there again.hehe. I love travelling, even it will end up tiring, but lots of fun! ^^  err, about the money thingy, juz put aside. Where is the will, there is a way.haha.

2. I met new people! There are several people that I really want to meet, and finally I met! hehe :p Even it is not "Dream comes true" thing and one incident, I was late for the first meeting, but I feel so happy. Hopefully, there will be another meeting? eh? :p

3. I pursued my study in Master Environmental Engineering. Still "Engineering" huh? but it is much better than Chemical engineering.hahaha. The course was ok, because some of the subjects, I already take during my degree, but of course, it is HARD than before. Everything was on ur own, and the lecturers put a high expectation from u. and me, still copy paste thing from internet. Hadoi!

4. I bought one of item in my wish list. IPhone 4s. but unluckily, after 6 months, the phone drop, and ... "speechless" but the phone still can be used, but not look like iphone anymore :(

5. I learnt many new things and still trying to be a better muslimah/woman. There are certain things that we need to take note,
" This life is temporary, and in the end, we will return to God. We should be grateful, and prepare for the hereafter life too"
" Whatever you do, please,please respect your parent. They raised u, up until now, and please obey their decision. Their blessed determine your way of life" etc

For 2013, I dont have any resolutions. It will end up, i'm not doing anything. But I'm hoping that I will do great thing, at the right path, and will achieve what I dreamt for. 

My aim in 2013, 
: To graduate in Master study
: To travel again, but maybe middle/end of year. Any destination? 
: To get Engaged/ getting married. HAHAHA (this, I'm not so sure, just wait for my "Masa depan" to propose)

Happy New Year! Cheerio! 

Tembus hingga ke Syurga

Engkau jauh, 
Tetapi dekat, 
Berpisah Jarak, 
namun saban waktu merapat.

Jauh berpisah tubuh, 
Tetapi di dalam jiwa terasa dekat.

Kadang aku takut, 
Perasaan ini hanya kerana jauh.
Namun aku cuba yakin, 
Bahawa ini tanda kita ada hubungan yang utuh.

Tiada siapa tahu apa yang akan terjadi, 
Saat benar kita akan betul akan merapat nanti, 
Tetapi aku adalah yang menantimu saban waktu, 
Dan yang berjanji akan membahagiakanmu.

Moga perasaan dekat ini, 
Buat aku mampu lebih menghargaimu, 
Saat engkau benar berada dihadapanku nanti, 
Dan Ilahi jua yang menjadi saksi.

Moga cinta ini bukan sekadar dunia, 
Tetapi menembus hingga ke syurga sana.


** copy from Hilal Asyraf, Engkau Jauh yang Dekat, Sebelum Aku Bernikah