School holiday comes to end

This should be my last post in December.
What had I done, during "unemployed" 
More to school holidays, because I'm waiting for the uni application, 
scholar lagi, bukan nya tanak keja kann.hehe
So, it's been 7 month ke, duduk rumah, 
plus, travelling here and there

What I do during school holidays? ehemmm.

Operasi mengecat rumah. Rasanya dalam 60% utk rumah tu, di cat oleh aku.
Tuff kan?kan?haha. and aku gerenti, takda sapa nk cat rumah,
so i just volunteered myself. And it takes about 3 weeks, nk abeskan semua.
tapi part belakang rumah, dah tak larat nk abeskan.haha.
Pancit jugaklahh mengecat ni, plus, makin hitam legam.

 Then, Sewing projects. tapi dah delete plak gambar dalam phone :(
so I sew some of palazzos, and kimono cardigan,and a maxi dress!

The "turqoise" jubah is my artwork.haha
and this is what happened when you have crazey siblings.
and so, I missed kebisingan orang-orang dekat rumah

Selain tu, travel je lahh. sempat pergi Ipoh, JB, Terengganu, Penang & KL ofcourse.

Ini lebih kepada sindrom baru transfer gambar. 
So macam-macam nak upload.
and more to forget about the past.

To Masa depan, please be good. 

Small mistakes

Aiyayaya, I would say sometimes rasa macam tak suka kt diri sendiri
because keep thinking about small matter.
erghhhh
susah betul nak get rid of the small things
and sometimes rasa macam, I wanna lost all memories, 
and have a new life later, which is of course will be harder

But this small matters kadang-kadang, keep haunting me
even the small mistakes
i would say that I'm taking something seriously, 
even a small things. and it even ruined my moooooodddd.
Ishk, rasa tak syok lahh.

Memories, please fade away. 

KeEdinburghkita

Tiru tagline kekoreakita by meor & wak doyok.hehe

Btw, Izz come all the way from Germany, and visit me. 

Izz shortname for Izdihar. sebab tersasul banyak kali, and my friends thought of guy name.

But of course, it is girl's name.hehe. 

So, this also my first time touring Edinburgh city.

Sebelum ni takat-takat cuci mata shopping dekat princes street, and 

jalan around mosque ja. and there not so much things to visit, 

boleh laah jalan-jalan, sambil menentang angin yang sejukkk.

So, enjoice the pics!

This is Scotland. Lelaki pakai skirt.hehe.
actually nama skirt tu Kilt kot, i'm not sure.
and of course, alat muzik yang dia main tu. (blame on me, sbb taktau tu menda alah apa)

In front of Edinburgh Castle. Kena mendaki jugaklah nak naik castle ni.
tapi tak masuk dalam pun, just assume that it is same for all castle.

Alaaa.malas nak rotate. Me at the top of Camera Obscura.
Rasa cam sama jaa city utk setiap tempat.

Camera Obscura

Dua alien datang menakluk edinbrehhhh

and we go to the beach! This is Portobello beach, about 20mins from city by bus.

and Finally, Field of light in St Andrew square.
Just lampu lampu macam sperma shapes.hahaha

Maturity

"Maturity is not measured by age. Its an attitude built by experience"

So bila dah dekat negara orang ni, bermulalah sesi perkenalan dgn Malaysian yg lain.
and find out that, mostly budak-budak undergrad macam matured sangat
rasa macam "Alaa,aku ke yang tak matured?".gituhh
Dorang more ke"ibu"an, matang je tengok
pastu baik-baik, terer masak lagi.sedap mata mak memandang
sebab kekanak lagi, dorang takleh masuk list adik ipar.haha

So, quote kat atas tu cam betul lahh.
Maturity tu built by experience, maybe dorang dah ada kt oversea lama
so, dorang more matured compared to me
Mungkin bab independent ke, bab survivor skills dorang lagi banyak

tapi tu lahh, ada je kekanak yang cakap, perangai aku ni tak matured.
Entah. maybe certain things yang macam penting, 
matured tu ada la kot.
Aku ada lagi rasa nak kahwin, rasa nak ada baby,
 ni consider matured tak?hahaha

Nak buat cemana, tak sedar diri dah tua, 
selalu ja rasa muda. 
Fefeeling 23 gituh.

Bila?

Untuk rakan rakan yang sama baya aku, mesti dah lali

dan bosan dengan soalan bila

Bila nak kahwin?

Soalan paling tragik dan berkali kali kena tanya

Jawapan tu kang kalo jawab 

"tak jumpa lagi" nt kena cakap memilih

"tahun depan depan lagi" cakap nanti dah tua

Mulut orang wei.Memang takleh tutup

Bukan jaga tepi kain,maksudnya lebih kepada caring.ehehe.

Aku pun suka tanya kawan kawan jgak

"Bila lah kita nak kahwin ni? Berjanggut aku tunggu calon aku ni.
Mungkin dia busy menyelamatkan bumi"

Tapi, ada satu artikel cam best la kann. Betul la rasa nya
Dating wrong men

Ayat ni paling win
 "The guy who doesn’t prioritize you now is NEVER going to prioritize you."
Perempuan pun sama jgak. Usually, we will spend time & prioritize
someone yang kita sayang. Tapi, kalau dah sayang terlebih-lebih, 
and the other side buat dunno, 
baik kita undurkan diri, and stop wasting time on wrong guy kan.haha

Apa-apa pun, banyakkan berdoa.
Semuga jodoh kita nanti, orang yang dapat bimbing kita ke Syurga.
dan sama-sama masuk Syurga.InsyaAllah :)

Dari luar negara

Hello all! Currently dah sampai Edinburgh

More to say, Edinbrrrrr (Sebab sejukk!)

Sekarang tengah Mild winter, sebab nak masuk spring dah

but still sejuk, angin kuat waktu malam

About Edin, cantik kot! Subhanallah, memang cantik lah

sbb baru pas winter, pokok sume tinggal dahan je lah

and view from my room, is a lake

ada swan, itik pulang petang

Rasa tenang and nyaman ja,rasa mcm on vacation.hehe

Pastu pokok macam twilight plak, nak fefeeling bella tak bole, 

even ramai Edward cullen kt sini.hehe

I'm going to pursue PhD in Chemical Engineering

Ini yang paling neves.and I never expect that I'm going to do it

I need a wake up call!

This is reality, not fantasy, not a dream

Semuga segalanya on track, and I can contribute as much as I can for my project

Lepastu balik Malaysia dgn kejayaan. InsyaAllah

Yours truly, 

Duta kecik Malaysia di Edinburgh

Mood: Day 6 since the 1st day here (1st Mar 2014)

Semalam baru nak rasa jetlag sebab beberapa hari tahan mata