Terbang ke angkasa

Degup itu ada lagi,
laju, cepat, terus mengepam ke seluruhnya
nervous, seram sejuk, 
ohh Tuhan, tolong aku.

Tika lihat engkau, 
tika kau berkata-kata, 
aku tak tahu ada dimensi mana
terbang jauh ke angkasa, 
hilang arah, Paris?London? 
Mana aku? dan akhirnya, aku malu sendiri
Oh Tuhan, rasa apakah ini?

Aku malu, engkau tahu, 
Normalnya, aku lain,
dan ini, aku kaku,hilang terus kata-kata
hilang terus rancangannya, 
yang aku fikir-fikir ingin lakukan bersamamu, 
dan lalu, hilang, hilang 
hilang dalam pandanganmu.

sekali lagi, aku tunduk, 
malu.

Ramadhan is near

I have a big project for Ramadhan, 
and so excited about it.

But need to concentrate on my studies first.
1st thing 1st.
I'm in the middle of exam week and thesis submission.

18th June : Solid waste Engineering
24th June: Risk assesment 
1st July: Thesis submission
8th July: VIVA

May Allah ease everything, 
and May Allah grant our wishes. Do pray and asked from Him. 

Plan

You were too ambitious.
Your plan was systematic, and 
Full with numbers, years and dreams.
House, cars, holiday trip etc.
and you write down everything, and 
describe every inch of it.

Mine was simple.
Left, far away behind from yours.
I couldn't think more.
I just want to have a simple life, happy as it is.

"Believe in Allah, Believe in qada' and qadar
and InsyaAllah He have a better plan for us"

So, what is your five years plan? 

Neutral

Please,
jangan buat sesuatu yang akan lukakan hati, 
atau sesuatu yang akan buat moral down
please, 
untuk dua bulan ni.
please, kita doa semuga Allah jaga hati kita.

kita neutral ok? 

Serabut

Tengah saat genting bersama thesis, 

dan juga final exam

serabut!

need to finish all these by july/august

and alhamdulillah, i got loan from mara to pursue phD :) 

Semuga Allah mempermudahkan urusan kita,

dunia dan akhirat.