inspirasi.

 5-6 years ago aku sangat-sangat bermotivasi
"aku nk kalahkan dia, dan aku nk duduk sama level ngan dia"
masa dulu-dulu,  usaha tu ada, but not as good as him la
die dapat 10a, and i got minus 2a from him
but then, its oke.dengan adanya dia, hidup jadi semakin semangat.
berinspirasi untuk lawan dia.
bila masuk matrik, i still with my inspiration
"i want to go to the same uni with him"
eventhough he was there already
and what a bigshot, when i get the chances to further study in same uni with him
but i let the chances gone.i'm afraid that i can't face the burden later
i'm afraid that i'll lost him:(

these past 3 years, i don't ever think about him
try to forget him as well i don't want to hurt myself
and i live in my own world, which is not sure it is good or bad for me
as the result, i failed, and failed(its not mean that i got F for my subject)
and i got no inspiration
hidup kelam kabut, takde arah tujuan

I SHOULD FIND HIM back!
so, that i had something to be inspired.
yes, he is the one.