i feel like
i'm carrying heavy stone on my back
its Aches
but i couldn't do anything
i feel like
i want to cry
but then i dunno who should i lean to
i feel like
i wanna have a an ice cream
but i don't want it to taste sweet
i feel like
i wanna cut off my heart
so there's no one could hurt me
anymore.

is it u really understand what i mean?
is it u also feel the same like me?
is it should be like this?
nobody knows.